spill
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
00:29
i am literally stunned at de coincidence.
de much reference it has with de present; archived entries from november 2006.
27112006, 1552hrs.
our coffee is getting cold.
where do you want to go..?
my convictions have run out.
i am waiting for yours.
your smiles become faint.
tell me what is wrong.
i dont wanna sit here, watching and think all is okay.
de train is approaching.
where do you want to go..?
a funfair of joyrides or fiddlydee will do?
i dont wish to simper. anymore.
i dont wanna sit here, watching and think all is okay.
you sink into clouds.
you inflame a Camel.
you watch me watch.
you beam de world and blew your trumpet.
mystery, i wish it was.
hey mystery. [number one.]i recumbent on my private shoal,a shoal luxuriant of de serenity i long desire,deeply i am pensive of de much less mediocrity i succumb to,my breathing screws its rhythm each time de peak gets too much to handle,my heart weakens each time de leaves begin to wither,my body loses its strength each time de carpet bums out its will to fly,my hands shake each time de tree of us loses its vitality.05, 11, 13, 19, 29, numbers run and mount.but what de hell for?tuesday, wednesday, friday, sunday, monday, days past and age.but what de hell for?finish panting and let all flow.no run, no exhausts.no past, no desolations.for all bloom have faded.for all glow have faded.for all joy have faded.my breathing captures its rhythm each time de peak gets too good to miss,my heart invigorates each time de leaves begin to grow,my body gains its pow each time de carpet loads up its will to fly,my hands steady each time de tree of us rejuvenates.i end my recumbence on my private shoal,a shoal luxuriant of de serenity i long desire,deeply i am pensive of de much less mediocrity i had succumbed to.but from up here, its all gleetzly with glitter.hey mystery, turn up de heat and we shall have another ride.:)Sunday, August 20, 2006 at 19:24: from friendster blog entry.
my gut feeling was right- these are just too familiar. got my answers now.
God, help me!!!
hah.
