spill
Thursday, September 28, 2006
15:14
when i think of all that had happened,
i am glad i am here.
tho it might not be gay for others to judge,
i am glad i am single.
screw all that has yet to be known,
i am glad i am contented.
it is not de fun i have made a life of that is major.
it is de serenity i have since seeked, i have found.
despite de sweet chaos i have stirred in my little black book,
i unvealed de wonders of life.
and i love it.
i am still nude.
paint me. and i promise, i will be your intimate painter.
Monday, September 25, 2006
16:17
i do not really have much time for this entry but i am gonna try.
she-buggers, please, get a life. what is up with tagging me using MY name and not yours..?
or yours is just simply too embarrassing to make public?
you know what? i am actually so touched that i have lame asses such as you people to come visit me here and on frenster just to scoop de shit off me and fondle with. best, kan..? want more..?
well, sad thing is, i dont make my day-to-day fun public. just de ones you tweets would go green about. it worked! my mere few entries of such bliss has successfully, unintendedly, made you low lives go green[oh, if you didnt know, go green, is with envy. hah. you tag me in minah malay mah. surely you are nothing but a sarap.]
i really have not much time to entertain these hate-tags and anonymous blank profiles viewing me occasionally. all i can say is, I WANT MORE!!!
fun! i like..!
hahhahahahhahahahhahha.
oh, i almost forgot. about de fashionista thingy, we dont need to 'wannabe' a fashionista. we are just us and your bad, we have got STYLE we dont try. no fashion is gonna sweep us away. it is aaaaalll in de genes, baby!
laters.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
14:27
friday night.
if you can see, i just burnt din. :)
and she helped me out.
14:15
little more.
13:34
on to ministry.
12:10
evil devils' fun.
here we go..!
11:05
never have i felt this good in life.
i have all my babes to thank.
all.
and de little extras on de sidelines. heh.
:)
i gas de little treasures in life are really de ones who never doubted your worth.
de ones who sees you as a love,
no matter what shithole you are in,
no matter what shitass job you do for a living,
no matter what shitty personal life others perceive,
no matter what shithead you meet- be it female or male,
no matter what shitfeet clothes you choose to wear de day,
no matter what shitfur choices you make to attempt to move forward,
no matter what shitjig plans you have for de day, tomorrow, and de days to come,
no matter what.
no matter what.
my babes are here to stay.
thank you.
mystery may come when i least know of,
let it be.
for i am too drained of any effort.
and when mystery comes, i dont ever want anything to change.
me and my babes, will always remain.
take it or leave it, sucker.
i am happy.
more than happy.
do not take that away from me.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
18:34
next term round,
i shall wait for my coffee to cool.
leave some for Hesit.
and grab one more for Consid.
next term round,
i shall wait for de sun to set.
let de owls hoot.
wish a bit upon de deaf stars.
next term round,
i shall wait for de leaves of Autumn.
admire de beauty it surprises.
and sweep up all de love.
only then, i wont make it late.
Monday, September 11, 2006
08:24
wait. wait. wait.
all i do is fuckin wait.
for all i meet are nothin but dumbfucks.
but as i wait, de shelf gets dusty.
de nose gets sneezy.
de floor gets tempting.
de feet gets moving.
de dolls get naughty.
de hands get itchy.
de mind gets blowing.
fun, kan..?
let me get off de shelf, yet again.
and join de dolls for more ultimate mind-blowing experiences.
you wanna make a mention of something..?
z-i-p i-t.
cos i am fuckin sick of reciprocating nothing with everything.
lose it or leave.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
11:35
i want my 72-coloured rainbow....!
Friday, September 08, 2006
19:06
boys.
should you think you have what it takes, please, do prove your mojos.
i loathe at de fact that fuckin boys think they mean de world to gurls AND women alike.
like, what de fuckin fuck siah???
ay, fuckin young dicks are not everything la.
in de real world, they are just tools.
in de romantic world, they are just toys.
i never knew that having a gurl's number would have to mean a steady relationship.
i never knew a boy friend had any control over a gurl friend's life.
i never knew boys mattered!
i have had enough tolerance for such madness.
i shall not endure anymore of similar annoyance from BOYS.
boys are dumb. men are selfish. how to trust?
16:27
my babes are de best!
15:51
splash my walls with your colours.
i did not send invites.
need i raise my concern?
back off, back off.
before both our walls taint.
de old one with glowing stars have long faded and gone.
so, why now?
let me smile. let me laugh. let me cry-
let me get wasted.
not now. not with me.
for all i have are nothing but doubts.
i dare not try.
not again. not anew.
not now.
if you can see, i just burnt din. :)
and she helped me out.
