spill
Friday, May 30, 2008
01:27
i try, time and time again to be nice to girls so we can become friends.
it is only wise.
friends that i can hang out with when they call for it.
i hate de fact that they always end up with this 'sour grapes' attitude.
like, wtf?! i just think you should be happy for whatever luck/happiness/joy for your friends. well, whoever, for that matter. right, right, right? it is only right, what.
i am very agitated already, okay!
i can only trust yati and nad for any sincere circumstances. any.
de rest, past or present, come and go friends are all fake siak. RIMAS!!!
then when i dont talk or try to keep my distance, you girls think aku ngada-ngada. how de hell am i not supposed to when you people just end up being fuckin annoying 'sour grapes'? after that, piss yourself off with it.
so, dont blame me when you yourself busuk hati, okay.
just- STAY AWAY.
i have plenty in hand for pleasure. i am not harding up for any more.
urgh.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
16:05
"never let someone be a priority in your life when you are just an option in theirs..."i got this tagline off ungku's page on whosgoing. i just love it, okay.this has been de reason why i have always been so difficult!i dont want to be made a choice of two[or more]. i dont to be made an option.i want to be wanted. enough said.so girls, get what i mean and quit saying i am difficult!
07:54
fuckin hell, i still do.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
23:50
i refuse comprehension of all that has happened.and i mean- all.i just do not think it is fair. maybe best is to play de game; my way.hang on tight, suckers.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
02:32
when will de interactive movie end?i have no more drive to watch.i am getting tired of participation.i had a notion of a rewind.or maybe just stop this run and resume the old one.can someone just drown me. i cannot kill myself.my envy lies with them.make me blind.for i am not numb- yet.never, i reckon.just breathe with me, dear mystery.breathe...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
02:02
well, well.
sometimes i wonder why de hell everyf*ckingone thinks you are so nice and perfect.
God, help YOU!
it was good.
we met. we dreamed. we went home.
i always felt home has nothing luring.
surprise, surprise.
home is de shieet laa!
i pity you. and those in that cloud with you.
funny- i actually think he was de better one of you both.
such similar twofaces with varying eyes.
too familiar scents with slight hints.
i am just so glad i went home twice; from meeting him, and after, you.
i am not going out just as yet.
another year or so, like after him.
i will sit at home, enjoy my front and back seat rides with m.o.
plus de other few counts of dickheads.
Monday, May 12, 2008
03:06
m.o,
i will walk hand in hand with time.
i will walk hand in hand with you.
we will walk hand in hand, to tomorrow.