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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
13:21
i have already done my part.i do not wish to do more!!!i only had an hour and a half's sleep.my eyes can barely open, i have to keep on snacking before and after lunch to keep myself awake.to worsen things, this idiotic b*itch is fuckin annoying me at work.fuckin hell!!! bingit siak gua!for de past week, i have been tolerating her 'oh-i-am-so-good-at-this-job' and 'i-am-so-cool-cos-i-know-everything'and 'i-can-speak-superrrb-english-cos-i fake-a-slang-well' and ALL LAAA!muthafuckin irritating siak!!! getting on my freakin nerves! to top it off, she has been fuckin comin over to MY desk,TRYING to scrutinize ANY fuckin thing she can! fuckin hell, get de fuck off my back la!she speaks too s-l-o-w-l-y, IRRITATING and ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!aku bingitbingitbingit!!!!!!!i am so anticipating her serving her last day this friday!and just ONE bloody minute ago, she interrupted my blogging and frustrated me again!MY FUCKIN POINT IS, THIS B*TCH IS FUCKIN DRIVING ME UP DE WALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BINGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
15:58
work so far has taken up all my time. well, almost literally.
morning till evening, i tire myself out with annoying irritants. by night, Mom, my family and babes perk me up. what more need i?
an annoying boy/man who would drive me crazy eventually..? i.e din?? hahahha. NO, THAAANK YOU!
err.
perhaps.
with a twist, of course. drive me crazy in love.
HHAHAHHAHAHA.
LOVE.
lemme see.
seems sweet... but... uh...
hmmm.
i have not been seeing anyone of late, anyways.
come to think of it, i have not actually DATED anyone after din.
how long ago was din??!
like last life, can??
hahhahahha.
i pity din la. and de gf. life for him is such a bore. and he lives in his own heroic world.
good luck eh, matair din! and you look like sweep, lor! hahahahha.
somehow, when i came back last saturday night/sunday morning, din came to mind.
ONLY cos, i stumbled upon our photo, which came astray of de stack i dumped in that paperbag i have no time to discard. or rather, cant be bothered.
and i thought, 'why is din so boring?? he is missing on a whole load of fun!' .
like, yes, i know, he said 'i am over this phase, yaz', 'i am tired of all these already, yaz', 'yadayadayada...', but he is really boring LOR!
all de less-than-fun things we did we ALL out of MY initiation. and i am not kidding.
of course, i had to make it seem like i was having so much fun cos i was 'happy' back then.
hahhahaha.
enough about that loser la.
hmmm.
i hope i can remove B*3 and have a new stuffstuff at number-one.
see how la uh.
see how.
whatever de case, i am veryvery happy now.
though i have frogs leaping around every now and then, things are good for me.
it just has to get to 'verygood' soon.
and i think i am smelling de sweets already.
;)
wish me luck.
and no, de sweets, in this case, are not de dicks.
heh.
just de days.
oh yesyes...
i miss hanging out/doubleO-ing with these two;
cousin nainie and bf panau.
and yes, i want to complain!
panau always marah me. hmph!
knocking off, to meet de babes at liat now. till tomorrow/whenever,
bye!
Monday, January 29, 2007
17:06
i almost forgot.i find ex girlfriends are such a bloody pest.i mean, de ex of de bf/ex.i am really annoyed by de fact that these frogs still lurk around, thinking their fugly existence would make a difference to their already horrid lives. please la, f*uck off.grab a hold of yourselves, lead your pathetic lives, live your f*ucked up days and finger yourselves crazy.quit trying to be de gurls you are not.advertising your up-ed lives on frenster and shieet.hahhahahahas.you still wont sell. hahahahahhaahahhahahahhhahs.cos you are just... err... LOW-LIVES???buzz off la, okay..?stop embarrassing yourselves, please.such a cheap pity.kankankan, babes..?and get-this-straight!!! nothing of de whatevers you are capable of, can be compared to ours.so, while we are still, still, still, trying to keep our SELVES to ourselves, get your filthy pores away.thank you.laters..!
16:47
saturday night was a damn bloody blast, i tell you.initial plans with anna and inah went down de drain. still, me, ehem-babe and her fren, khairul, went on at zouk, drank ourselves a LITTLE tipsy and made our way down to MOS.of course, MOS was de highlite of de night, as always.;)we picked up on de shots by de bar, but notsowasted, and monkey-ed.suka!!!it was fun la, babe.tapi kan, my dance partner of de day; a friend of de past, had to keep on pulling me to his side and kept me to himself. urgh. and we did some patrner switches at times. :)i had fun.thank you so much for de night, darling babe.more to come..?;) ;) ;)and yes, that night, i was mad at poupett for bailing on our night plans....and, my new company annual dinner at some pub along craig place was nonsense. lucky i had ehem-babe with me.bottomline of all lines, i love MOS. and AAALLLLL my babes.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
21:54
gas what..???i GAINED weight!!!!!woohoo..!!!and farra, sha and ain can justify this!!!before you start saying things i would not wanna see/ hear, it is by quite a bit, okaaay!
yay!!!kankankan..???
Sunday, January 21, 2007
04:33
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first day on de job, was friday. work is pretty much out of de office for now. inspections and stuff. it is fairly interesting but yet to be frustrating. so, yeah.
and my saturday was spent a little at work. after which, i finally met cousin nainie! plus de handbag, being panau, la. and still, my warnings didnt work! lu masih mainkan perasaan gua ah. busy je dgn panau. but hey, i got to play rounds of poker with de boys. and me and afiq kept rolling our 'winner' and 'win' titles. :) heh. ahmad is seriously, bad at it. hahah. nainie, you should start learning, so you can start losing! heh. no la, can join de fun mah. poker really makes my day. ANY day. got NEW takers..? i am tired of winning de same folks. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!
good sunday!
laters.
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Friday, January 19, 2007
01:17
"
you know what?
i still hope for Bx3.
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00:37
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when de sun comes up later, can you soak with me..?
or wait for sunset, then bring me there..?
i wanna feel de calm. i wanna feel de blues. i wanna feel de float. i wanna feel your coat.
o' mystery, pretty please..?
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00:05
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yours truly, yet again, got a fulltime job.
:) :) :)
hopefully i will like this one. please, dear God.
so anyways, met dearest love, farra. and later, kissed and hugged sha. and laterlater, met my dear neighbour for a ride of rounds and gear lessons.
it was a pleasant day. heh. wish me luck for later; first day on de job..!
laters, lovelies..!
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
04:10
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ain in cargo to cambodia, ain got some loverboys in train, ain tickled funny, ain's first poker, farra's busy pouch lover and my dark fetish lover.
hahahhahahhahah.
and yet again, i altered my bangs.
;)
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
00:00
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my meetmeet with my clubbing and poker babes were uber fun!
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Monday, January 15, 2007
22:06
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start of de week, with my lovelies.
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00:11
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these are shots of supercute syaza and babecute ibu irza, babepretty auntie farah and self, self and babenyu shiela[done posing].
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
23:56
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my gorgeous gf's engagement.
was great. finally, all[well, almost] of us were present. soon-to-be-mom-lynn probably got caught in de rain and burst her water bag. heheh. kidding, aaahh..!
but yeah, we had fun. having our dose of poker, we included those inah-teasers and most important: farah-teasers! fun la!
sorry eh, shiela. lu busy ah amekamek gambar, tukar baju pat atas.
and please eh! makan dua round, tambahnye je lebih!
shereen! last to de last to de last warning..! inah, tak payah cakap. heh. ;)
next turn, whose..??
:) :) :)
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
19:01
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it was quite a while ago since alcohol resulted to puke.
hell, it was shit. and daddy knew it was mine on de stairs.
heh. :)
oh yeah, finally, i clubbed with brendan.
CONGRATULATIONS, SHIELA!!!
i love you manymany, babe.
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01:23
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hi brendan. see!
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Monday, January 08, 2007
23:03
meeting up with farah[fasya] was... AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA! great, i tell you! show you some shieet... before. she thought she had de 2007 luck.
after winning TWO games, she felt champion.
dah kalah, BALIK LAAA!
13:16
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de week ended with a good 'mouthwash'. considering de fact that it was a clean week. :)
this is de tanduk week.
great monday, great week ahead..!
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
04:49
"
could it be possible?
could it be true?
could it be?
i do not wish to know.
leave it as it is, let us.
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03:37
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oh yeah. de ride home was de time to think.
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02:44
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after more than a YEAR, i finally met my long lost babe, a very good friend's gf, liyana.
it was good la! of course, a little later, with de presence of my poupett and her NEW bf.
new year, everything also must be new mah! hahah. i am happy for her.
for liyana babe, you have me, now that we finally have each other's numbers! wednesday, okay..?
;) ;) ;)
i will wait with you for april[cross our fingers] or august k..?
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
07:46
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this is what i am resorting to, at 0741hrs on a saturday morning, out of boredom; noodles and takeaway salmon.
how much more screwed up is my bodyclock..?! and i have not slept through de night, lor..!
after one of de great lately-nightly affairs, i still cant sleep.
good saturday..!
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02:02
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school resumed and i stayed through de lesson..!
'woohoo! ' for me..!
heh.
have a great weekend..!
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Friday, January 05, 2007
01:42
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with these girls, this was my thursday.
:)
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
15:52
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another one..! me and farra, again, was passing by some carpark in khatib and again, we saw a vehicle that caught our eye. this time, it cracked us us la! it lost its front bumper and you can actually see de ventilation fan dangling la!
HAHAHHAHAH.
funny sights, funny khatib people.
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14:27
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good thursday morning..!
a little late. but yeah, my day just started..!
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
17:42
i miss this!and this was in april... 2006???
00:45
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roses are red.
violets are blue.
i think it is time.
to get my back off you.
de air is just too thin and scary.
laters.
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
02:06
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letitbethisway. itneverchangedanyway. shouldhaveknownforanabsolutefact. invisiblewillibeforever.
thankyousosomuchthough.
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Monday, January 01, 2007
19:34
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happy 2007.
minutes before.
moments after.
you came again.
so have i.
always have.
de one who still holds; numbers and 'B's high.
you.
you take my breath away.
skip my heart its beats when i think i slipped and would never heal.
my love is yours.
and i know yours is mine to keep.
and YOU, i pray yours will be too.
:)
HAPPY NEW YEAR, LA!
muchmuchlove,
nudie niuu.
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