spill
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
13:12
find me tomorrow.after i have read it all.cos i am not ready to fall.no. no. no.
12:00
i am very happy today.roger..?suka, suka, suka..!
Saturday, March 24, 2007
03:39
you speak of respect like you swear by it.pfft.fuck of la. cheebye, kanasai, pissashiet, muthafuckin flea, kanina.those visually non-existent days.all sucked in.nothing else but damned.bliss never understood.
02:33
big time.
comfort, trust, respect, love, hurt.
without compromise.
honest, sincere, substantial, love, mine.
total betrayal.
pardon me, i beg.
get it off me.
i need to go.
i have got to go.
let me go.
it is time for a fellow.
i am dead serious.
de watch is ticking and this machine is too heated.
playbacks came to end.
hundreds of days to date.
Godsent strength.
push me further.
where limitations tease to please.
de coach is of sight.
fuck.
give me time.
i will come.
then.
do not be shy to say 'hi'.
i promise.
mommy and daddy will be all smiles.
plus mine.
justseekme.
can do..?
there is an 'evil' addition, have you heard..? heh.
and that is a good one.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
00:48
i am waiting for that moment.
i swear.
it never got this bad.
you coming..???
Saturday, March 17, 2007
11:28
i am amazed at how some people can self proclaim their popularity. you are undeniably de paragon of an absurd bitch. you illustrate your smelly side with those oh-so-childish actions, i cannot tolerate.are you not ashamed with de narrations you publicize that carries no dignity at all?you disgust me. downright disgust. you stoop so low with no negotiations.de fathom of self never got to your pea-brained head, has it??i just wanna touch a little on that dust you call popularity.as far as I [and many] think, you are a faaar fetch from recognition.please do not flatter yourself too much on those precious exceptional times you get second looks.i bet you on this; it is cos you look like a clown.get away from me. and proper yourself.you are too messy and sticky.eeeuuw.this is an attack on a certain deadrats-mouthed bitch. so do not think this is another entry on you, pig.
Friday, March 16, 2007
18:10
i-love
mom.
17:50
oh-my-God!!!!!people, you have got to check this picture out. wahlau aaay!
amah indon.
i was bloghopping[heh.] and found... taadah!
de up-sized amah indon they were fussing about in de kampongs. being fussed about by of course, mon-sterous and de i-have-a-kid-but-i-am-too-ashamed-so-de-whole-family-will-deny-him-being-
mine-and-say-he's-adopted and those of similar frequencies. i am really sad for your kid. how heartless can anyone get..?
after some read[cos her entries are seriously, damn idiotic so five entries was plenty], i was delighted to know that she spoke of some truth about herself! de 'looking like crap' part and likes.
hey pig, look. you are de one lost with guts here. i did not even bother to recognise your face back then considering you really look disastrous. but that, you know, kan? hahahahhahah.and those nights at MOS with you squirming around, mind you, you were not worth my time to be checked out and talked about. MOS is to party. not to busukbusuk around like you.urgh.i heard that you bitched about us, with de intention of winning some sympathy from some colleagues. but did not get any kan? hahahhahahahaa. i was glad he told you off instead. idiot.2-year-old brainer? hahhahahhahah! who? you?? my apologies for being all mean with you back then. but hell, you were begging for it! gut-less bitch. hang up de phone and refused further calls.so, those trashy stuff you mentioned, is really redundant. and fancy blogging all that stuff without de slightest pity upon yourself to begin with. you are really pathetic la. and pardon this entry. this i MY blog.oooh oooh oooh!!!i for got. heehee!you are simply de joke of de year. and next year. and de following year. and de followingfollowing year... and..........i really beh-tahan lei, look at this picture! really ah..!read: i would not be writing all these shit if i had not found that jinxed site. thank you.
16:30
Thursday, March 15, 2007
13:01
you serenade me with your heart.
you warm me with your voice.
you sway me with your tune.
you woo me with your life.
stay me won over, my gun.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
13:47
de porcelain went away with you.
that day.
come return it back to me.
so i can mend de cracks.
with my perfector.
Monday, March 12, 2007
16:33
i cannot help it.i must say, i miss you. not much, but i do.i miss de days.i miss de tingles. i miss my heart-stopping moments of all-nothings.yeah, really nothing.you managed. you succeeded.you topped.i want more.but not with you, i pray.
15:57
hey b*tch.get this straight.what happened was due to a circumstance which i was lied to.deal with it!!!and for your pleasurable information, it happened months ago, and my girl and cousin can swear upon it, i was not de one who made de initiations. if you have a personal problem with me, be it! do not make de issue a reason before de latter to get all messy!and please, let us all be more mature here. it is just friendster la uh.it was not a sex-selling message or sorts! WE ARE LITERALLY FRIENDS, you know. hahahah. i know, that sounds sucky to you. and we share many friends. sooo, communication is unevitable. deal-with -it.grow up laa! sickening ah, your actions! and i got a firm verbal[and physical] note that things are definitely over. so, what are all de fuss for? i never said/ showed i wanted anything anyways. you make it seem like i am like you. HAHHAHA.what a joke.i have got many others la, eh.i do not need to choose yours[was], to begin with.plus...i smell someone feels threatened.considering her actions.hah. tak payah laa!i am busy with my too-good-a-life for petty issues such as boys. especially, with you.dah! snap-out-of-it!
13:55
feel de walls caving in.feel de sand sinking in.feel de dark beat.i feel.feel de waters run deep.feel de flow run fast.feel de bank so soft.feel de heart beat.in time, i feel.what do you think, mystery?
Saturday, March 10, 2007
11:18
of all things unsaid, i have been rewinding.i want to.erase and rewind.i just cannot. they were my dears.
Friday, March 09, 2007
16:19
now... let me complain. i am damn shagged lorr! bloody hangover is making me edgy de whole day.
went to dbl o with cousin nainie. suka la! last minute plan, of course. met ******babe there. asik mabuk je dektu. mentangmentang.......... hehehehe.
and i finally met zhafir after a damnnn long time, man! okay, i know none of my girls know who that is. hahha. nvm.
of course... and not forgetting, mister ollie and juraimie.
ju's birthday was like, a few days back. so, again, dude, happy 2*th birthday! hahahhaha. getting older liao. danced with ollie a bit. cos taufik was there too. and he was lookinglooking. did not know to feel funny about it or not. since i have made my mind about him. then again, it was just dancing so i switched between de two. but de only one who sang along to de songs with me was ju. hahahahaha. kelakar siak. ollie kept giving me that smile and look then reasoned that it was cos he had never seen me that drunk before. kept insisting i was drunk somemore. but really, i was not. just a lil high. dunno la. anything la uh.when taufik pulled me close to ask about why i have been cold towards him, i dunno lei, wanna feel what.for one, it was really nice to be talking to him again. but... entah eh. and he said some stuff when we talked before we ended de night, after my smalltalk with ollie. entah eh. among things mentioned, he made a remark about ollie. thought i just got to know ollie and all. aiya! dowanna think of all these already la!bottom to de bottom to de bottom line, i had my fun.
and i gas nainie had her fun with her own babes too. :)
and ******babe!!! i hope you had fun. did not see you when i left. mesti da rabak ah kau, kankankan???
setan!
da la. i wanna finish my shitty job and get de hell out of this freezeroffice.
urgh.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!have a great weekend, okay?;P
16:00
of last saturday[after sending brotheryusoff off to beijing for a few mths], i only have that one photo. and it was just uploaded on whosgoing. oh, for those who do not know, that is aidil[or 'abang' to many]. i went with ******babe, we both got wasted[wait. she got waaay wasted before i came past midnight.], i went to dump my bag with de lockergirls, and found... aidil! hahah. and yeah, told him i was going back to meet my gf and her frens in de other room then he said he wanted to come if i was gonna dance with him. again. hahahha. we left a few things behind three saturdays before. HAHAHHAHAHAH.
:)
so, we picked them back up. nicely.
;)
that was all for that draining night.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
03:03
i will find, i will find, i will find.because.....i must find.give me time.please leave.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
11:49
de old volunteer wanna seboksebok.
hence, de face. heh.
11:13
these are looong due visual updates of friday night at dxo with de babes; syiqah and faizah.
oh well... dxo WAS boring. but de babes were more than great for company.
:)
aaahh yes... extended cousin, haikal, decided to join me again, second night in row, but was too shagged for saturday at ministry. heh.de talk about my double chin.
hahahahha.
okay, now smile...
keboncit-an.
dunno what.
alright, fresh faces.
but before that...
fill me up, ayam brand.
then later at venue,
with de aid of a an old volunteer...
Saturday, March 03, 2007
11:00
okay. this is just a quick update.i had too much fun past 2 nights, can???and visual updates will be up once syiqs[helllooooo!] emails them to me of last night's and mumtazz does their job at updating their website[so i can share my cousinboysaffair thursday night.]fffunfffunfffun!!!*that meant, no work on friday and today! hahahah. but no MC. how???*wait, tau!!!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
14:18
my GlowStar went away.
on a mission to Ghost Island.
left de lumber behind.
i have long forgotten.
but de winds of yesteryears keep maneuvering its way back.
at times. just at times.
de last, yeah.
you tricked me.
you tricked me once.
i let you trick me after.
and after. and after.
no other surfin shark.
no other shark has bitten that way.
no other *** builder.
no other builder has ruined that way.
let go.
let me off this thread.
let me lie on my lush vanilla, where i belong.
where you refuse to reside.
i have since made my choice.
a choice de birds are singing of.
mystery, please come fetch.
oh ya horrr...
one more of this tonight. okayokay, minus nainie. plus MOS extra. and my gorgeous toyboys [cousin apit and extended cousin haikal.]
hehehhehe. suka!!!
oh. just in case you babes did not read earlier posts, those photos, i THINK, have been up before. and that boy on top is my beloved kid cousin, apit.
de government eventually found a slot for him to be of service. hahaha. finally siak.
so yeah, tonight's wasted night is for him.
and his SISTER, cousin nainie, is being herself. DE SPOILSPORT.
urgh.
c'mon, nyah. tag on it!
hahahha. okay, bye!!!
we wanted to leave cos of those.
but these babes were de blast.
entertaining ourselves.
so, when cousin haikal came...
we got sweaty. hahah.
keboncit-an.
dunno what.
alright, fresh faces.
all set to go.
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