spill
Monday, April 30, 2007
03:24
day.one : seems okay. two is anticipation. see i shall.
Friday, April 27, 2007
17:55
my days are blessed with having my girls.
17:26
i want to see my rainbow again.
with mister mystery waiting with his pot for me.literally, i am sick of meeting idiots, morons, fools you people call men.
no kidding.
and no, i have not de slightest intension of turning gay, for that matter.i still want hard dicks.okay, fine. blame it on de partying. but what am i to do..?
i do not linger around liat/ town, checking out mats[okay, just a little. hahahh!].
nor do i give a twitch about them pea-brainers when clearly i need to spend quality time with my babes/ cousins/ ol' time friends.
and when i finally get to meeting some, it would be at ministry/ dblo, they would either be a friend's friend or someone i have seen too many a time at Godknowseverywhere!
here is de deal.
as socially active i have been, i am always ngada-ngada[yes, i admit!].
and i will only talk to friends of my friends' or those i fancy.
someone out of randomness will never be entertained.
therefore, de men i meet will always be in network with one of de many circles i have.
at times, it is good. but i have come to realise, it is such a sucky thing[to a certain extent].
i need to meet someone new.
like, out of de oven.
i shall keep on getting wasted till de cows come home.
urgh.
17:19
shield me from your menace.
or just go.
**************************
rain, lightning, thunder, storm.
take that sheet and protect.
arm with you.
whoever you are.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
16:49
i have it shut.
open for me, please.
00:25
i am quite a happy girl today.
i have got one[out of many] ball rolling.
plus, de blood is getting younger, i think.
good idea, you reckon..?
heeheehee.
maybe. maybe not.
laters!
Monday, April 16, 2007
10:24
i want that feeling back.
i want to feel that again. i want to feel my 72s.
i want to feel real again.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
20:43
i want to dance with somebody.
i want to feel de heat with somebody.
yeah, i want to dance with somebody.
with somebody who loves me.
but but but.....
i have been two-stepping at de wrong places.
fuck.
20:39
haiya. just to clear de air, mister hotstuff is not back la. i just got reminded of him. somehow. heh.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
17:42
thanks to you, i am here.
i thank you for de flight over.
though my grudge is still burning de coal.
*for my flashback love-subject*
17:19
*i miss this boy*
remember mister hotstuff..?
hahhahah. close babes or those who have actually read thru history would be able to recall.
to de number of really-unexpected readers, your imposed question: who is bx3 / b*3?
this is He.
ultimately, he still holds de baton.
16:45
de need to run and hunt.
i do not wish to settle for hiding.
please.
take a few.
a few steps away.
i want to run and hunt.
not here.
not under these circumstances where my passage is choked.
show me your colours.
show me my canvas.
show you my song.
after, we shall dance.
i want to run and hunt.
not here.
not under these terms where my vision is ceiling zero.
let me be.
let it be.
i am vitalized, on my own.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
14:05
well...
thursday was sooo impromptu.
initial plans started off but later ruined by bad service.
but de night was all good[who am i to kid?? hahahha!].
babes who rocked my night; liyana, dha and dee.
boys who tried to steal our lights[kakakakkakkakaa!]; ryzan and khairul. oh yesss... not forgetting, de boy whose drinks got 'spiked', zaki. hahahahahah. cute.
we had de most on-de-house shots and jugs, credits to miss barmaid[but we did pay for de first round of shots and jugs. heheh!].
still, i was not wasted. at least, not as wasted as de saturday before. why eh????? hmmm.
yesyes. it was yet another sweaty night.
13:13
she counted down de days.
for de return.
good or bad, it is coming.
embraced de wait days with sweetness she missed out on.
will it last or.....?
i shall stay by her side.
come what may.
Monday, April 09, 2007
01:06
i hate this feeling. bring me away. i am enveloped in this warmth, unsure of its heat. i want de rainbows to bring me my colours.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
14:21
since monday was a non-working day, miss monday and i met for coffee at liat. and lydia came a little later. hahahahhhahah! what a stupid update.
14:04
saturday night was wasted. super.after hrc, me and ryzan headed MOS to end de night.and of course, met that hot-ass babe, d'ha. rock. rock. rock.;)
cousin apit has become a man. and left our dance nights. i miss him.
