spill
Saturday, November 29, 2008
01:14
can not believe it. in exactly a week, at this time, will be in de departure gate, waiting to board de aircraft. fuck.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
04:41
i dont know how you did it.
you have me at rewind.
funny- more than 200fantasticdays have gone by.
my bad, i am constantly at pause after play.
at times, forward.
hit rewind.
and so forth.
but i swear to God- de heart is not at a yearn. for i have been and met better. far waaay better.
just thoughts and that-is-just-it. i hope you are doing well, hardee.
04:06
i have eight more these-sorta nights. basket. i can not fuckin sleep cos there are soo many things i need to do/get before i go and soo many info i need to prepare myself with. gua naik bingit ni macam.
urgh.
above all,
GUA EXCITED, SIALLL!
ticktockticktock. naik boring. hmph.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
08:33
literally it means, i have only EIGHT BLOODY NIGHTS LEFT!
Monday, November 24, 2008
01:45
eleven nights. am just waiting for a single figure to excite me more.intruder is affecting decision-making.one more off day and i hope time flies faster after.it was good- past two days. maybe because intruder kept me busy.ease or comfort.no chance to decide.de grass is dying.de earth is flourishing.shit.i want de grass, dammit!!!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
05:18
fuckcrap. fuckfuckCRAP.
yea, that is what you see on my msn, on my fbook.
i feel SO MACAM CIBAI now.
cibai, cibai, cibai.
sial.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
03:13
let us leave tone3 hoping behind for a bit. i need some decent sleep. well, at least for de next fourteen nights i have to supply work with. fuck crap.and i smell a scent from de finished lingering. FUCKFUCKCRAP.
God, save me and please let de days feel shorter!!! i cant have twointruders now! kenapa selalu macam gini ni?!
TONY!!! where are you?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, fine. i know where. boring.
bingit. gua bingit!!! f i f t e e n. cibai.
02:09
you wrote me a mail. nectarous, it touched.
what did you hear me say?
hey, what did you hear me say?
you intertwined me.
we professed an affinity.
you took de head.
i cannot feel de breeze.
i cannot smell de sea.
i cannot see de star.
has my CVS gone off-track and fallen between de cracks of PVG?
what did you hear me say?hey, what did you hear me say?
you intertwined me.what did you just say?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
05:29
again- why arent de seven of you asleep..? strange hour to snoop.
04:58
today on mc, two days off after. fuckfuckfuck. boredom strikes; round 2.
met liyana nottie earlier... for fuck's sake, that bitch knows me too well. especially when it comes to de male domain.
speaking with her actually helped me ascertain my walk.anyhow, i am so h-a-p-p-y tony called. de fucked up connection aside. happy, okay.but i am still pissed off tau, na. i could hear him so clearly yet that bloody italian line must have purposely been a bitch. just like how that italian machine lady kept saying 'stop calling, bitch!' in that foreign language[hehh.] while he was in beijing. macam sial. skali pakat ngan china nye network ehh. pala pantat. GUA BINGIIIIIT.i shall breathe, and keep comforting myself with my own theory of how short de wait is. basket.*kau jangan ketawa eh, liyana nottie.*
anyway, intruder wants to meet later today. was supposed to just be thursday. eager beaver. dua-dua hari off aku, nak belot[is that even de word to use for 'grab'??? sounds good to me tho.].
cibai, i am still at sixteen.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
02:53
correction- eight.
SLEEP, people!!! no work tomorrow uh?
i have mine in 4hours and my wake up call is due in less than 2hours.
night!
02:47
okay, just for de record- his name is not tony. but he is simply MY TONY.
geddit, geddit?
ahhahahahhah.
da, tido laa! [to de five online reading now.]
02:24
-i can not sleep and de cats downstairs are too noisy trying to mate-
twomoreweekends and i dont think i will be able to sleep through de nights. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!amidst de excitement/anticipation, we have an intruder.shit.dearintruder, please do not make me think so much and talk me into bailing out on Him and go to paradise with you instead.if only we met earlier. if only.hmmmmmmmmm. *quit thinking about it!!!*two grmns asked to meet when i am there [why is everyone working in shanghai?!]. err. shit. plenty of time, yes. since He will be swamped with work. but... it is not fair.hmmmmmmmmm.o-u-t.will just meet my itln. *heeheeheeeeeeeeeee*one thing for sure- adrenalineRUSH when i picture my tony waiting at de arrival hall!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
02:12
-this is like a broken record but i will do you idiots a favour-
just so you know, i am not gonna give a shit to what anyone has got to say. i never have, anyway. hahh. hate tagging? bring it. oh, will be a great honour if you manage to in de first place cos my board is already armed with pest-guard.
screw what workmates have gotta say too. it-is-su*ffo*ca*tiiing!!
pea-poll, spare me de SPG parrot-talk. we all know better i will never stoop to your level. i dont have to, darling. pfft.
this scuttlebutt episode is such a legend. i am soo honoured. hee.
my countdown thingy is my bestfriend now.
ticktockticktockticktockticktock.
déjà vu. totally [friends / ol' time readers- alex barker *ring a bell?* hahhha.]. only surpassing this time round. truly.
call me a crackpot, who gives a shit?! hahahhahah. but yea- crazy.
oh well, if i dont go, i wouldnt know.
plus, no one else can be a better judge but me.
aku excited, tau!!! ahahahahahhah.
bye, cibai!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
03:47
all paid for; confirmed.
de countdown begins, honey...
you wrote me a mail. nectarous, it touched.
